{"id":2107,"date":"2026-02-06T23:59:00","date_gmt":"2026-02-06T22:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/?p=2107"},"modified":"2026-04-09T18:20:35","modified_gmt":"2026-04-09T17:20:35","slug":"muscle-memories","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/muscle-memories\/","title":{"rendered":"Muscle memories"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Very interesting getting excited for unknown reason. Isn\u2019t this the feeling before you try to conquer something and aren\u2019t sure about the outcome? When there is no guarantee for your success and also no guarantee for your failure. Seems like duality is present everywhere in everyday life. I thought I had full confidence in Universe\u2019s plans but currently, I can see it is not like that. Am I missing that lifelong chaos and that special younger feeling? I still have weakness for strange behaviours, I fall like a firstgrader for mood drops. I know I should be responsible for my feelings only, but am still feeling a bit hurt when I am being pushed away. Because in fact that is the only real thing I can offer&#8230; My presence. And I am feeling sorry that people are being bothered by that. I\u2019m not afraid of loosing those people, I\u2019m afraid that those people would loose me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mirroring and reflections, but not those fake self-reflections. That is the real purpose of living with someone. So growth can be meaningful and positive. Sometimes it requires a lot of effort, sometimes it flows by itself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do we really need outside person to tell us, what love should look like? Elders tell me different interesting stories. Neither of them told me how love should look like. That is purely a personal experience, not some cooking recipe. But all of them said that love is beautiful, sometimes very painful and hard. And that marriage isnt one love story, but multiple love  stories with same person. 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