{"id":1973,"date":"2019-11-10T09:52:00","date_gmt":"2019-11-10T08:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/?p=1973"},"modified":"2025-12-06T09:53:12","modified_gmt":"2025-12-06T08:53:12","slug":"o-ti-zalost","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/o-ti-zalost\/","title":{"rendered":"O ti \u017ealost"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>O ti \u017ealost, ki me tako preveva\u0161. \u017delim si, da me kon\u010dno zapusti\u0161. Kolikokrat sem pogoltnil tvojo esenco, da ne bi prizadel drugih, izpostavil sebe. Ko se pojavi\u0161 iz temne globine, postane\u0161 neukrotljiva ma\u010dka, ki praska in s svojimi kremplji re\u017ee po notranji steni mojega telesa. Globoko in neusmiljeno&#8230; Hladne zareze se v istem trenutku spremenijo v vro\u010dino in spet nazaj v hlad. Ledeni impulzi se tihotapijo v sr\u017e hrbtenja\u010de od koder potujejo po celem telesu. Voda zalije o\u010di&#8230; \u0160ibke veke ne morejo prepre\u010diti izliva solz. Cmok v grlu postaja ve\u010dji z vsakim vdihom. Srce je padlo iz ritma. Bole\u010dina v jetrih izvaja desant na \u017eelodec, od koder se kapilarno prebija kislina v po\u017eiralnik. Stisnjena prsa ne pripomorejo k izbolj\u0161anju stanja. Nos je poln&#8230; Solza naredi sled od o\u010desa proti ustom. \u017dalost, slana voda. Lulat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u017dalost, mar to razo\u010daranje prihaja iz tebe ali si ti njegova posledica? Pride jeza, ki prekrije vse neprijetne ob\u010dutke, povezane s tabo. Mogo\u010de ostaneta le cmok in stiska v prsih. Mnogo manj kot ti. Kaj vse zna\u0161 izvle\u010di iz mene. Obrambne mehanizme, ki mi prepre\u010dujejo soo\u010denje s tabo. Pridi na plan, da se doko\u010dno pomeriva in pomeniva. Ne bojim se te, prav ni\u010d ve\u010d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zakaj se nista mogla zmeniti? Pa bi bilo vse druga\u010de sedaj. Sedaj sta \u017ee nekaj \u010dasa nono in nona. Pa tako lepe vnuke imata. Lahko sta ponosna in mirna. Dogovorjena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Upam, da sta na drugi strani na\u0161la pravi na\u010din. Predvsem ti, ki ti sedaj na tem mestu odpu\u0161\u010dam, pojdi v miru. Predolgo te \u017ee zadr\u017eujem. Oprosti mi, ampak ne znam \u0161e prav veliko. Se pa u\u010dim. Imam ob\u010dutek, da bi se lahko \u0161e bolj izkazal. In se bom. Najti pravi na\u010din. Na\u010din, ki nas bo pravilno povezal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>O ti \u017ealost, ki me tako preveva\u0161. \u017delim si, da me kon\u010dno zapusti\u0161. Kolikokrat sem pogoltnil tvojo esenco, da ne bi prizadel drugih, izpostavil sebe. Ko se pojavi\u0161 iz temne globine, postane\u0161 neukrotljiva ma\u010dka, ki praska in s svojimi kremplji re\u017ee po notranji steni mojega telesa. 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