{"id":1971,"date":"2019-12-16T09:50:00","date_gmt":"2019-12-16T08:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/?p=1971"},"modified":"2025-12-06T09:51:12","modified_gmt":"2025-12-06T08:51:12","slug":"bomo-potem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/bomo-potem\/","title":{"rendered":"Bomo potem"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>\u00bbBomo potem, jaz grem zdej ven! \u010cau,\u00ab<\/em> re\u010de, se usede v avto in odpelje. Prepoznam znake u\u017ealjenosti, tako pri sebi, kot pri njej. Ne upam je vpra\u0161ati kam gre, da v njej ne bi pod\u017egal ob\u010dutka utesnjenosti. Ne upam vpra\u0161ati kdaj pride? To bi bilo \u0161e eno vpra\u0161anje, ki povzro\u010di priokus nearomati\u010dne kontrole. Raje ne bom ni\u010d spra\u0161eval. Izvedel bom, ko se vrne.<br>Do takrat moram pustiti, da kremplji ob\u010dasno pusto\u0161ijo po moji notranjosti. Pa saj globoko v sebi vem, da ni\u010d tak\u0161nega ne po\u010dne, ampak moja domi\u0161ljija je v\u010dasih preve\u010d pasja in neukrotljiva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bolijo me besede, da se ni ni\u010d spremenilo. O\u010ditki, da imam probleme in da sploh nisem ni\u010d naredil na sebi. Res se nenehno zapostavljam, se ubijam da pridemo do presnetega denarja, ki ga nikoli ni dovolj&#8230; Ne uspem ustvariti ob\u010dutka varnosti. Obenem me je strah, da bi izgubil delodajalca, zato me neverjetno ubija, kadar nimam zadovoljivih rezultatov. Po mojem \u017eelodcu bega stonoga, brez smeri in ritma, sem in tja, dol in gor. Kon\u010dno se zaleti v po\u017eiralnik, kjer se pritrdi in spremeni v kokon. Z vsakim po\u017eirkom sline sku\u0161am sprati to presneto bubo. A ona se ne da&#8230; Po\u010dasi raste in zori. Skoraj se \u017ee privadim zajedalca, ko se za\u010dne premikati. Ne da mi miru&#8230;&nbsp; Lulat! Podam se v boj za denar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mine ura. Zazvoni telefon&#8230; <em>\u00bbKaj danes bi naredil burek?\u00ab<\/em> me vpra\u0161a&#8230; <em>\u00bbLahko,\u00ab<\/em> odvrnem&#8230; Dogovoriva se, kaj potrebujemo.<br><em>\u00bbAha, sedaj nakupi v trgovini in pride,\u00ab <\/em>si mislim. Zatopim se v delo. Sku\u0161am ujeti tok, a se zopet pojavi kokon v grlu. Kot da bi dozorel po\u010di, iz njega leze metulj&#8230; Du\u0161i me, ko razpira svoja krila&#8230; Res so lepa, rad bi jih videl, pa naj bo kar bo. V mislih sku\u0161am izpihniti metulja&#8230; Zdi se mi, da je uspelo, a je v grlu \u0161e vedno ostala prazna lupina zasidranega kokona, ki mi ote\u017euje po\u017eiranje sline. Kljub temu nekako delam na projektu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mineta \u0161e dve uri. Ne duha ne sluha o njej. <em>\u00bbSem napa\u010dno sklepal, ker nisem vpra\u0161al&#8230;\u00ab<\/em> se tola\u017eim. Fokus usmerim v univerzum. Po\u010dutim se majhnega&#8230; Spra\u0161ujem se, koliko je v mojih rokah? Boril se bom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nekaj mi celo uspe narediti, a mi nekak\u0161na u\u017ealjenost na plan vle\u010de jezo in grde misli.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00bbBomo potem, jaz grem zdej ven! \u010cau,\u00ab re\u010de, se usede v avto in odpelje. Prepoznam znake u\u017ealjenosti, tako pri sebi, kot pri njej. Ne upam je vpra\u0161ati kam gre, da v njej ne bi pod\u017egal ob\u010dutka utesnjenosti. Ne upam vpra\u0161ati kdaj pride? To bi bilo \u0161e eno vpra\u0161anje, ki povzro\u010di priokus nearomati\u010dne kontrole. 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