{"id":1959,"date":"2018-02-24T09:42:03","date_gmt":"2018-02-24T08:42:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/?p=1959"},"modified":"2025-12-06T09:59:12","modified_gmt":"2025-12-06T08:59:12","slug":"i-am-such","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hajtek.si\/markomavric\/i-am-such\/","title":{"rendered":"I am such&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I am such shit. Loosing everything I love and have. My beloved ones. I thought I was a rich man. Such a beautiful wife and such a brilliant son. A son I can really be proud of. Liam, stay that way. Be nice to your mom, she loves you very much. She deserves all the best. I can&#8217;t offer her what she wants. I am a real piece of shit&#8230; Dreaming of better future. Such an idiot. I&#8217;m broken inside , something cracked and I don&#8217;t know how to fix it. I&#8217;m going mad, slowly but constantly. I am about to loose everything I have left. Who buries those, who don&#8217;t have anyone? 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